I want to quit but I also want to fight.
I want to go back but I also want to move forward.
I want to say yes, I do, I really do.
But I stayed silent and let my heart sunk in madness.
I want to speak but I hold my tongue.
I want to read yet my eyes are glued to the sun.
I want everything in life but you.
I want all the crazy stuff that will break my heart into pieces.
I want you but my action says I don’t.
You see how fickle minded I am?